Back then U didn't Want Me....

So, I'm on Facebook looking at people's pictures and reading comments and whatnot and sudden I get a message in the inbox. I look, and to my surprise its an old crush of mine from back in middle school talking about he wants my number. I'm suprised, and I end up giving him my number thinking how much I used to like him back in the day and wonder what his conversation game would be like... and I was SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED...
but that's not what I came here to talk about lol. It seems in the coming years since middle school and my early high school years, the guys I just absoutely ADORED back in those days and didn't give a rats ass about me because they were in the going hoe's faces are now sending me msgs and whatnot tryna to get to know me. At first I was like flattered && shit but now that I think about it...Im like the hell. Back then when I do admit I was awkard looking and reeked VIRGIN lol u didn't give me a second look but now that I've matured and become very cute u want to get to know me? It seems like every possible crush I have had has tried to get a second chance for me. It kinda boosts my ego at times I admit, but half the tims the niggas aint bout shit no way so I kindly thank them for their "compliments" and be on my way....if you wasn't interested then, what makes you so interested now that u start sweating me?? It can't be for nothing good, or that u just want to "TAKE ME OUT" or some.....u just want some!!! Lol in the words of Mike Jones, 'BACK THEN U DIDNT WANT ME NOW IM HOT U ALL ON ME" LMFAO

Does Dad Know Everything? I THINK NO..

ommg people sorry I havent been posting I have actually been workin (only part time now) and just waiting to go back to school. I have NEVER been so ready to go back to school. My hometown of Memphis is actually quite borin, and Im jus ready for the college life, the college boys, the college parties & games lol you know just be FREEEEEEEE LOL but ANYWHO, Im tryna save up money for my apartment I decided to forgo being in a crowded dorm and risk rooming with someone I didn't know OR like, so.... I have to have $324 by August 1th. Now, that's the only time I have to come up with the money myself I have it set up where the money I'm getting by finacial aid it will act as my housing... my apartment for a year is about the same (or a little less) as my housing did in my freshman year so I thought why not be in a apartment instead of a dorm where I have to share the bathroom, be in a little ass space and have to have my space "CHECKED" everytime a holiday came around....now my daddy is being SOOO AGAINST IT. he is LIKE INTENT that's its going to fail!! everytime we talk about we get into a big ass disagreement.he just's listing all the things that's going to go wrong and I'm like, I thought of everything!! I know how I'm going to pay, I know all the roommates I'm rooming with, I will be able to get to the campus cause they have a shuttle(and I will get my car in Dec) so why is he trippin? he thinks I'm jus being young nd thinking I know it all but I think I'm being reasonable and just wants him to know that this CAN go smoothly just because it's a decision I made without him! I guess he seem to think I'm making a huge mistake, but I disagree but hey , he thinks he knows everything cause he lived longer than me. isnt that a stupid reason to say u know more about something? LOL....whatever everytime he starts saying in my head im jus like IM GROWN NOW SO WHATEVER U SAYING ITS LIKE BOOOOOPPPPP lol...Im crazy!!!

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