Friday, June 12, 2009

Cut Him Loose, Girl..

Right now I'm feeling like one of the dumbest chick in the world, but I'm bout to get real smart in a minute. LOL. Ok, there's this guy Imma call him "T", and T and me have history. We been talking about a year now, been knowing him a while. T is pretty impressive for someone so young he travels, goes to a prestigious college, and what seems like money at his disposable. I admit, when we first started talking I was not at all serious about him...my mind was on another guy and he was 2nd, maybe even 3rd on my mind. I went off to college, and we kept in touch and before I came home, he was just letting me know that he was serious about us talking, hanging out as much as we can etc. and all that jazz. Now I'm starting to like him, and look forward to us spending time. So what does he do??? You guessed it!! He starts acting distant!!! Its summer time so he's almost never home, but when he is it seems like he can just never find the time to spend time with poor old me. But when he's away, oh I'm "Baby" this, and he cannot wait to see me... he's home now only for 2 days and there's another glitch in the system and he probably wont see me. He wont text (but claim he would) or claim he doesnt get my call/text...so now, I'm basically calling a spade a spade. He doesn't want me. It's all good when I'm away and he can basically kick bullshit, but when I'm there and ready and willing there's not enough time. I cant wait forever, and I'm not...I know he aint willing to make a commitment anyway, so why should I waste my time?? There's another guy I'm talking to who lives probably 30 minutes away, and he is having NO PROBLEM wanting to see me, talk to me, ALWAYS suggest taking me out and even invited to me a concert. Hell, as I write this I dont understand WHY THE HELL IM TRIPPIN on other dude......
-"What he won't do...
another will"
so im basically gonna give him the AXE!! lol, cant wait to he starts texting me talking about "I dont mess with him anymore," like I'm ignoring him and messed him over!! Dont u just hate when they do that...

7 comments:

MissInformative said...

Lol...I totally knw the feeling...but 9 times out of 10 he proli is feeling you gurl...Boys just playy 2 much...u knw how guyys are when they are in skool...college is too much fun 2 b serious about one chick lol...or one guyy :-)

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K. Michel said...

You know, Miss Porscha ...I can't help but feel like this is a big misunderstanding. It's how some of the most wonderful things get shot down before it can even get started.

--Maybe you should tell T how you feel, babe? I mean... why not?

♥Porscha said...

Idk, hon.. I feel like he isnt trying hard enough. he claims he is busy all the time but he also "claimed" to also make a little bit of time back before I came home...I'm just thinking why waste time on someone who I know for a fact wont make a commitment with somebody I know who can give time and his attention ..

E's said...

Interesting blog... Put him where he was before, since it seems like you have options, as your 2nd or 3rd guy. Actually you're prolly his 2nd or 3rd option - hence, always busy.

However, once you stop calling him he's going to start chasing you. It's like the shepherd and his sheep. If a sheep is running from the flock, all attention is diverted to the lost sheep. LOL.

♥Porscha said...

@ E thanks
I know for a fact that he hates when I dont be all up in his face textin/calling he gets upset by saying that I don't "give him enough attention/mess with him" lol, so I dont get it but Im tryna understand..

sunshinestar110 said...

girl...its summer fever. I had an ex just like that. when summer times come around they want to be free so they see all the have dressed chicks and not be about u anymore and in the winter they want u to be all about them. They just want there cake and eat it too!! its ok...just play the same games he is playing and i bet u the game will surly change