MY SEW IN PICS

AhH...i finally got my sew in... after being hella nervous and $276 later here is the ending result tell me what u thinK!!

This is Right After it Was Done:

and here's after i wrapped it..I will put the curls back when I go back to school:

Niggas are So Disrespectful now a Days..

and I just wonder....when did this come about??

I have two brothers one older and one younger. My older brother is....ugh, sometimes disgusting to say the least. He calls every girl he encounters "Hoes" or "Bitches" and basically bring women

to a level of just having sex with them. And it's a lot of other guys like that as well. When did this become a trend? When did disrespecting women and slogans like, "Money over bitches," and '

"Trust no Hoe," become popular?? Whose fault is it? Back in the 40s, 50s, & 60s men wouldn't DARE call a women a hoe or a bitch. Men were respectful, opened doors, take women out on dates really court a woman. Now, niggas will text you "Whats up wit the pussy" and expect to have sex even if he just took you to damn Taco Bell !!! Is it women's fault? Is it because we became too lax, and let men in who wasn't worthy; is it because of they way women dress now a days very procatively; I don't understand......they say its because of single parenthood, but if men are being raised by single mothers wouldn't that teach them to respect a woman because they are hardworking and will sacrifice for the family??

These are the things that are on my Mind..

Kourtney Kardashian is 30....

and pregnant!!

lol.. I wish her well on her pregnancy but I dont understand...if her and Scott broke up, why in the hell were they effing? So, were they fuck buddies or did they ever really break up? Probably didn't...

all I know is the baby will be gorgeous, but dingy ass hell. You see the rest of the Kardashian family...they're not the smartest trees in the forest

but Kourtney look great for 30 though she could easily pass for 21!!

That Damn Latisse Commerical

Am I the only one who is thorougly annoyed by this commerical?

I see this commerical at least 10x a day, and it bugs the ish out of me!!! They think women

seriously gonna go to their doctor and get a presciption to help their damn eyelashes grow?! Aint

that some ish....you can lose your eyesight, but you'll have some curly ass eyelashes...smfh.

Dont they know women can just get fake eyelashes, and call it a day?? Only white women gne buy this shit...

Im Afraid of Relationships...

I have never been in a long term relationship before.

Im 19 years old, and I never had a boyfriend more than 3 months.

and in some ways, that scares me.

My momma says that its normal for me not to have be in a relationship because I'm so young. I shouldn't be thinking about anything serious anyways, and just should concentrate on college and graduating....but of course she would say that.

but I think my problem is that I'm afraid of relationships...

and because I'm afraid, I have become extremely picky about who I choose to date.

and I think I choose guys that aren't gonna stay around long so I won't have to be in a real relationship.

When I start to talk to a guy, I look for little things that can turn me off and it is the wrong little things that turn me off. Like if he hasn't dated many girls himself or can't really hold a conversation or even if he never had a job. If something little irks me, I dump him.

and then I cling to the guys who used((are)) to be whores, talked to everybody and they mama, say they cant wait long for a girl to have sex, blah blah blah then I complain to my friends that he ain't shit and go through the whole cycle again.

I just think I'm afraid of what will happen if I do get in a real relationship. If I do get with a guy and fall deep, then I'm vulnerable, then if he hurts me I can become damaged goods, somebody with baggage. I'll feel awful and hurt and betrayed, and then I'll become bitter like so many other girls I know that have lost & lost and I don't want to go through that. So I keep it casual, and date guys who I know won't be around for long.

but I want that to change. I need to get over my fear and let somebody in because like they say, it's better to love and lost than to never loved & all, but hell I am scared that when I love and lose, I will never be able to love again...

Things I Hate Seeing While on Campus..

Girls walking in heels---
like, seriously? I know you want to be cute & all but our college campus is HUUUUGE, and parking is horrible so basically you have to walk everywhere and when I see girls in heels it just give me a headache like, ugggh I hope you fall so I can laugh VERY VERY loud in your face.. '

People stopping/slowing down in the middle of traffic--
You know when you tryna walk to your class and there's a whole crowd walking forward/back and you tryna get where you're going and all of a sudden, the person in front starts slowing down and you try to manuever your way from behind them but there's so many people that you can't. Yeah. Thanks asshole now i'm late for class! '

Riding a bike in the middle of traffic-
I see this all the time on my campus....they will ride their bike on the sidewalk where a bunch of people are tryna to walk. And some don't even watch where they're going! You'll be walking and all of a sudden you see a bike and shit whiz by and you get all scared & isssh just because they didn't let YOU know they were comin. ugh, you know you can walk right?

A whole bunch of guys laughing/talking--
I hate to see a whole bunch of guys together because thats just means one of them is gonna try && talk to me, and be worsome ass hell. They're little dumb ass friends gonna say some stupid sexual shit && gon ask me can they be my friend knowing damn well they don't wanna be my friend.siiigh.

Guys with skinny jeans on and yet, they still sagging---
This has been a trend since Im guessing last fall. But why?! So, you want to have tight jeans but still be "hood" and sag? In the words of B. Scott, "Bitch. Boo. Bye!!"

The white girls with uggs on and it's 90 degrees outside--
But she'll have on a mini-skirt and Aeropostale shirt.. and her hair will be in a messy bun.. smh

That really old guy who you thinks goes to your school but not sure but he keeps starin----
I know I'm not the only one, right?

lol.

Man Jailed for Yawning...WTF?

In Chicago, a man was jailed for yawning....like, Wtf?!

he was in the courtroom and was waiting on his cousin to be sentenced on drug charges..and he started yawning. The court said he was yawning in a way that it was disrupting court proceeding....and the judge filed in a contempt of court and gave him not a fine, but 6 months..

6 MONTHS FOR YAWNING?!??! bullshit.

discuss.